November Thanks: Day 4- Him

"I'll love you with all the madness in my soul."- Bruce Springsteen, Born To Run 

With ten minutes left of November 4, I'll make this post short and sweet, just as he'd like. 

HIM

Today was his birthday, the guy, the one I love.  I helped to ring it in with him at exactly 12 a.m. this morning and I watched as he blew out his candles and smiled.  My guy.  Him.

It is an absolute understatement to say how much I am grateful that he is in my life.  I have tried over the course of the past six years to find the right words to express how I feel about him, how grateful I am that he is in my life, and yet after all this time, I still catch myself without words.

He is my best friend, my go-to person when shit hits the fan or when all I want to do is cry, my confidant in all things about life, my silly funny man, a true artist, my high when I am low, and the absolute love of my life.

When I met him six years ago, I had no idea how much he would impact my life and I had no idea how much my life would better with him in it.  And yet here I sit, at 11:54 p.m. on his birthday, immensely grateful for all that he is.

When I thought I could not get through some of the hardest moments of my life, it was him who helped to get me through.  When days at work were rough and shitty, it was him who was there to make me laugh and forget about it, even if I continued to talk and talk.  And when all I want is to be around him, he is there.

There is nothing more I can ask for in life, other than continued health and life for me and the ones I love.  In my heart and my mind, I have all I need.  And he is a part of that.  He, without a doubt, helps to make this wild and crazy mind and life of mine, peaceful.  And he helps so much, to show me what real love is all about, what real living means.

Happy Birthday to you my love.  With you, I'm at peace.  Without you, life just isn't as fun or amazing.

Thank you for loving me and letting me love you.  You are all things good and beautiful. 

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