To Love.

It's been a crazy past two weeks.  For a second there, I went off track a little of my resolutions chart, stressed out when I didn't need to, and then figured it all out again.  I am fully aware that there will be times in my life when I won't be able to handle the hustle and bustle of life.  With great acceptance in my heart, I am okay with that.

Life isn't perfect and neither am I and whenever I forget what to do, it is easier for me to allow myself to feel all of that, instead of trying to fight it off and deny it to myself.

With that said, I am incredibly happy.  I celebrated my six year anniversary with the love of my life two days ago and it was the most magical of times.  It's funny how fast time flies by and how quickly you forget the precious moments that make it all so meaningful.

Sometimes it is easy to forget.  There is always something to do, something to plan, somewhere to go, something to eat, things that have to be done, and so forth.  Yet, in the quiet moments at home, when it is just us two, I remember it all.  And with that, all the greatness comes rushing back and my soul is given a cleanse that relieves all my stresses.

Those who know me are fully aware how much I love with all my heart.  They know that, that part of me is something that will never fade away no matter what occurs in my life.  I used to hate that quality of myself, but nowadays I cherish it fully.

What makes you who you are?  What is it that you love and cherish the most?  What keeps you going, living, striving, for the best life possible?  And what, at the end of the day, matters most to you?

These are all questions I ask myself all the time, not because I need reassurance or clarity, but only because it brings me back to reality when I find myself floating in space a bit too long. 

Love.  All of everything I do in my life, all of everything that I am, is because of love.  Love, which has picked me up consistently when I have fallen.  Love, which has accepted me and loved me unconditionally and fully with all my flaws.  Love, that has changed my life in all the best ways, even if it took me a long time to see it.  And love, which has filled my heart and being since the day I was born.

I count myself among the luckiest of girls.  With the greatest man beside me, a family that will always be there, and such strong belief and confidence in myself, all is well in the world.  

I'm counting down the days until our trip to Texas; 30 to be exact.  I'm doing my best to stay on board with all my resolutions, enjoying every ounce of life, and letting all the good in. 

Life is grand.  To love. 

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