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It's been quite a few weeks since I took to my laptop and wrote. I've been so caught up in the hustle and bustle of "real life," that I am just now feeling as though I'm making my way back to earth.
Much has changed since I last wrote. I found a new job. As a nanny. And I am SO excited. After almost a year of putting up with a work environment that was so far from me as a person, and powerfully negative, I folded and am walking out of there in just two short days.
All my life I've been this warmhearted person, caring so strongly about those around me. Today I feel slightly different. I've grown up, but I'm still enjoying the process of my maturation. I'm just about to break out of my cocoon and become free. I am happy.
The beautiful lyrics to one of my favorite Texas bands, "Who I Am," is playing in my ear...and I am still. I can appreciate all that I have more, as well as who I am at the same time.
Have you ever been so relieved of something that all the weight you carried in the past, finally lifts off? I can't really describe it other than just that. Relieving me of all my stress, my life continues to keep on surprising me.
I'm going to be a nanny for a while, for a beautiful baby with a lovely family, whose parents light up when he enters the room. Being around love is peaceful and happy and I'm looking forward to protecting this little soul as much as possible.
Maybe, if I'm lucky more of my dreams will come true, and I will write a book about my journeys. As I focus more on my career as a write/journalist, I look to myself for guidance. As much support as I am lucky to have, I and I alone, am solely responsible for making something of myself.
I'm getting back to writing and I'm instantly feeling more alive. Luck cannot sum up enough, how incredibly grateful I am. I stay true to myself but accept change with opened arms. How else can you live if you don't?
Life is all in what we make and do with it. Having that power, gives me hope.
Much has changed since I last wrote. I found a new job. As a nanny. And I am SO excited. After almost a year of putting up with a work environment that was so far from me as a person, and powerfully negative, I folded and am walking out of there in just two short days.
All my life I've been this warmhearted person, caring so strongly about those around me. Today I feel slightly different. I've grown up, but I'm still enjoying the process of my maturation. I'm just about to break out of my cocoon and become free. I am happy.
The beautiful lyrics to one of my favorite Texas bands, "Who I Am," is playing in my ear...and I am still. I can appreciate all that I have more, as well as who I am at the same time.
Have you ever been so relieved of something that all the weight you carried in the past, finally lifts off? I can't really describe it other than just that. Relieving me of all my stress, my life continues to keep on surprising me.
I'm going to be a nanny for a while, for a beautiful baby with a lovely family, whose parents light up when he enters the room. Being around love is peaceful and happy and I'm looking forward to protecting this little soul as much as possible.
Maybe, if I'm lucky more of my dreams will come true, and I will write a book about my journeys. As I focus more on my career as a write/journalist, I look to myself for guidance. As much support as I am lucky to have, I and I alone, am solely responsible for making something of myself.
I'm getting back to writing and I'm instantly feeling more alive. Luck cannot sum up enough, how incredibly grateful I am. I stay true to myself but accept change with opened arms. How else can you live if you don't?
Life is all in what we make and do with it. Having that power, gives me hope.
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