Living my best life!!!!

I never knew what it meant to live my best life, until I saw the last episode of Oprah's show! It sounds so cliche to say, but she changed my life, saved it in many ways....all through her own voice, coming from my television. In all the years that I have sat in front of my TV screen, hooked to her show, this last show that I watched, was the most powerful. It was all about life and how to live it, all the while letting go of the past, fears, and the untold future.

For a moment I felt this sense of light seep through my chest and my eyes began to water. Why had it taken me so long to realize that my life, is all that I make it to be? It was the words that she said, the way she said it, that touched my heart. I've always lived in fear of the unknown, and in the past, always afraid of the present moment. And I cause myself anxiety and stress that would otherwise not happen. The worst feeling in the world is making yourself feel this way and believing that you have no control over it.

Today I feel like my life is in my hands, just like the decisions I choose to make with it. When I get older and look back on my life, I want to know that I lived it the best way I could, as if everyday were my last. I believe in all that I am and besides O, my family and guy, and friends, have made me see the true beauty that is my life. Sometimes we must fall, go through darkness, before we make our way to the light. I know now, that all I do, is all possible through me, and I can accomplish anything...even myself!!!